Crazy.

I live stress. I'm quite fimilar with the concept and have had many o' times over the last few years that would be considered "stressful". This my friends is different; I just put my hands on my head (in a huge moment of fulster) and could feel my heart pulsing! This is not normal. On top of the government audit, the student loans, the crappy job and worrying about my friends family I am trying to find an internship for January. I think that's what's really making me crazy. It's just not coming together. I have nothing and every church I look at seems to not be the right fit for one reson or another. Please pray for the grace of God to take over.